I'm in a miserable mood today. That kind of rare grey-headedness where even bright colors look dull. I suppose it could have something do to with all the wine singer-girl and I drank last night. Flushing out the insecurities and frustrations of the past few weeks, as well as having a serious talk about the state of our relationship. I don't care to see anyone else right now, which is a little unusual for me. She satisfies and interests me without making me feel trapped or under pressure. It's like having just enough security without being overbearing. Not to mention she's fucking gorgeous. *sigh*

In a tired world, I'm a tired soul. I've been feeling really unbalanced lately and need grounding. I hope I haven't been relying on singer-girl too heavily.

Dean