She envelopes me like a blanket - the subtle curves and folds of her body adapted instantly to my frame. We tangled for hours on the bed, she completely sucked me in with her warmth and the softness of her skin. I nestled my face in her neck, inhaling her perfume deeply. We were both a little drunk on wine and she took me completely unexpectedly - our gentle passion turning to outright groping as the night wore on.

She took me hard. I didn't expect her dominance at all and it reminded me of losing my virginity at nineteen - flat on my back and reeling in sensation. Unable to really mouth conversation afterwards I lay there with my arms around her. Trying to play sensitive guy even though she'd just fucked my brains out.

There's this weird thing about this journal. It seems that the only people who ever email me are women. I don't think I've gotten a single email from men. The woman who runs Blklstd says that I write harlequin romance novel soft-core porn!

Am I a burlesque?

Dean